sit. shut up. write.

No Stir. No Bull : stuffs that I've been wanting to get off my chest.

2012-02-02T23:18:00.003+08:00

God knows how fed up i am of contemplating... small thinking, big thinking... they have no difference... i hate 'em both...
I wish people would tell me why they hate me
I wish I could tell people why I hate them
I wish that everyone in this world consider closure and possibility
I wish people would come to a realization that what they think of me is actually the contrary
I wish I am not typing these words now

sometimes i just wish i could stop the time and just talk without... oh whatever, i'm a bit disapointed but what the heck, it doesn't matter now...

I'm going home.

My Bundle of joy :)

2012-01-09T21:51:00.007+08:00

Another bunch of pictures from the past :)

Oh God, I miss her so much. :(

few more weeks of torture then it'll all be over.
FIGHT ON FIGHT ON! :D

Singapore Zoo

2012-01-04T23:07:00.003+08:00

A look back at some of my flickr posts from 2011: Animal Photography :)

All of the pictures were taken last August 5, 2011 at the Singapore Zoo, Ang Mo Kio Singapore.
For more details about The Singapore Zoo and Night Safari, please click this link : Singapore ZOO

alright, Animal Photography ends here.
and opcors! this post wouldn't be complete without a self-centered-anything so..

here's a picture of me :)

Freakin' holiday is over..

2012-01-02T19:05:00.005+08:00

Haler World!

Today's the last day of my vacation.. yes holidays over - just like that. OH! i'm doing the the KL pics now :) hopefully I can finish them all today. yah.. I know there's alot to share - about the recent happenings, work, nightouts, travels, food trip - Argh! I really wish I can find time to update my blog.. anyway, eto nalang muna.

charan!
my convex mirror thingy : Kuala Lumpur aha!

First and second trip to Malaysia (October 16-17 and December 24-26 2011)

That's all for now.. cheers!

Reflection 2011 :D

2011-12-31T00:14:00.010+08:00

Glad to see 2011 go?
Yes? I'm really not sure..
Project implementation is comin' err.

Age turned in 2011?
twenty-something :D

Did you change your hair in 2011? How?
Yup!
Phase 1: I had my hair cut short
Phase 2: I highlighted and dyed it (:

The best part of 2011?
Career move..

Thinking of making a career move in 2012?
Nah, I don't think so..

The worst part of 2011?
Career move.. nyaha!

Who did you wish you did not meet in 2011?
Hahaaaaa. Okay.

Did you fall in love in 2011?
Yes.

Did you catch someone in a lie in 2011?
Hah. :P

Did you call them out?
Every single time.

Did you get caught in a lie? :
Nope. Not this year.

Funniest moment of 2011?
Making weird noises while working (: hmm..i can't list them all here haha.. it's just so many that i treasure.

Most embarrassing moment of 2011?
Tripping on thin air, steps, pavements etc. - haha- yea, i know that was classic.

Did you take any vacations in 2011? Where?
Bohol, Philippines
Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia ( twice this year :D)
Singapore, Singapore (every weekend.. haha! why? this is not my home :p)

Any new hobbies of 2011? :
Started NOT to play the guitar
Started NOT to cook
Started NOT to read books
Started NOT goin' out for a photowalk..

ERR!

Seriously. None. pfft.

ay oh! ~~STARTED~~ tried NOT TO WORK-RANT.

Did you get a new job in 2011?
Yup! (:

Did you host a party in 2011?
Nope. Unless tmr's counted as a party. Hehe.

Where did most of your money go in 2011?
Gadgets. Food.Shoes.Clothes. Savings Account - Bank :D

What song will always remind you of 2011?
Para..Para.. Paradise by Coldplay :)

What do you wish you’d done more of? :
Prayed more.

What do you wish you’d done less of? :
Overstressing myself.

Biggest achievement in 2011?
Didn't really achieve much. hmm?

Biggest failure in 2011?
I don't understand the question :D

In 2011, did you lie to miss a day of work?
HAHAHAHHAHAH SO MANY TIMES.

Did you move in 2011? :\
Yes (:

Who did you miss?
alot of people and i know from next year onwards i'll miss them like mad.

Who was the best new person you met?
UOB friends excluding hender and Arvin (new right?) haha!

What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
more OTs. Haha kidding (: More time for my hobbies would be awesome.

Did you drink too much in 2011?
Nope. Never did. :D
Okay.. next?

Your favorite commercial of 2011?
hmm.. can't remember gah!

Something you couldn’t leave home without in?
My clothes.

How did you spend New Year’s 2011?
Home.. oh God I miss my family :(

Valentines Day 2011?
office working? i can't remember

Easter 2011?
Church!

Halloween 2011?
Sentosa with friends! :)

Thanksgiving 2011?
Didn't even realize it was Thanksgiving hehe.

Christmas 2011?
overseas x two! :D

Your birthday?
in the office..

How do you plan to usher in the new year?
Hmm, not too sure. The last day of 2011 will be spent with awesome people though, i'm sure.
Did you wish on a shooting star in 2011?
Not this year, didn't see any.

What was your greatest musical discovery?
That my voice is.. nvm.
huh? haha!

What was the best book you read?
Can you keep a secret?
by Sophie Kinsella

What was your favorite movie of the year?
I can't remember.. haha!

What did you want in 2011 and got?
An iPhone, a new laptop, a good job
:)

What did you want in 2011 but didn’t get?
an endless list of stuff..but the story doesn't end here ;)

Did you make-out in public in 2011?
Hahaaaa.

Who/What kept you sane?
:) you know who you are..

A valuable life lesson you learned in 2011

Even when you have nothing, nothing is something to be held onto.

that's all folks! :P

Happy New Year everyone.. ;)

Sneak peek..

2011-12-30T11:42:00.002+08:00

Kuala Lumpur Malaysia
25 th of December 2011

That's me..
just to see the sacred place of Batu Caves, I conquered the 272 steps that leads to the temple

watch out for KL pictures :)

I shall post them in the near future

(and I'm crossing my fingers now)

Blarg.

2011-12-06T11:25:00.001+08:00

i know i've said it before but i'll say it again.

I need a time machine. :|

what an incredible promise! :)

2011-11-27T23:40:00.001+08:00

" 2In my Father's house are many mansions: if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you.

3And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again, and receive you unto myself; that where I am, there ye may be also."

John 14:2-3 KJV

I need a little more of this thinking nowadays, I think? It’s so easy to think that this world offers all I need.yah, It’s easy to live for the praises of men, - tho, i know it's just a temporary reward- for fleeting creature comforts and the accumulation of stuff- material stuff.

I have bent toward making myself more and more
comfortable and at home here, at great cost to my spiritual life, forgetting that a far better home is being prepared for me.
I remember this song I used to sing with my friends in PBC..a hymnal:

This world is not my home I'm just a passing through
My treasures are laid up somewhere beyond the blue
The angels beckon me from heaven's open door
And I can't feel at home in this world anymore..so on.

the verse and this song speaks to me. From now on, I will try to keep in mind that whenever my head is turned by something this world has to offer or when seeds of discontent try to take root in my heart , i will utter this to myself:

this world is not my home..focus. :)

Workrant..No more.

2011-11-16T16:56:00.001+08:00

My mother once told me to always look for that silver lining and try to find the sunny side of life everytime things get tough. I don't know how not to rant this out but I accept the challenge. This post is more like of a Note-to-self-thing but maybe it will speak to you as well. 😉

so..
inhale.
exhale.

I need to be efficient ~~today~~ ~~....and tomorrow and the day after tomorrow..okay.~~ everyday until forever. Eventhough I hate when work consumes most of my time and energy still, I ought to be thankful: I have a job. Notwithstanding it exhausts me everytime tasks coming in, it keeps me busy passing time pleasantly naman..needless to say, I work BEST when I'm busy.

Not to mention, little by little while
work is ruining my earthly body and abusing my braincells, I'm learning new stuff everyday and I'm earning singapore dollars so.. it's a win-win situation. Seriously, sarcasm aside -ehe!- Doing more tasks efficiently increases my self-worth(career-wise) right? Yah, that's how it works - Parallel.

Read: Higher Market Value = Higher Salary.

"'coz we are living in a material world and I am a material girl.."

just kidding ;)

Am I making any sense? Maybe no. my thoughts seems messed up here. Forgive me. I need to sleep early so my braincells can regenerate haha!

I just want to say this..

my job is indeed stressful but - if truth be told- it humbles me.

Believe it or not, i love my job.
I'm a changed person: a Workaholic. 😁

Dear Work,

2011-11-12T01:06:00.001+08:00

When I said "Can my day get any worse?!" don't take it seriously.. it's actually a rhetorical question not a challenge. I want my life back. *gulp*

Janey

a little bit of introspection

2011-11-03T18:52:00.009+08:00

are you an accident prone?
do you always end up hurting yourself or sometimes even everyone around you?
is consistency extremely hard for you when it comes to getting out of and getting into bed early?

if your answer is 'yes' well, tell me about it! you're not alone.. 'coz we are on the same specie. Mornings are not just meant for us and everything wants to kill us..haha!

anyways, enough of the self-centered-nonsense-stuff.. i'm still in the office by the way, just finished re-coding few of my programs. wolo long..just wanna breathe and put my feet up for awhile and do the pick-and-read-my-old-blog-post-365-days-ago, why not diba?

arggh, i'm using the blogger app and i dunno how to add a link here - therefore, i shall update this entry nalang later when I get home- but yun na nga.. i'm reading my old post.. title: thinking out loud - link updated :) - posted last year, november 2.

the story behind the post:
as usual, this is just one of my typical random thoughts : I just don't get it blah blah blah.

this is my reaction about some adults who think that they're right even when they're not. i just don't get it. i don't understand why they always declare that they have much experience than us ~~kids~~ okay not that word, younger people and for this reason, they have the right to judge, criticize or even manipulate whatsoever we do as if the world flows according to their views. No, don't get me wrong. I don't hate them. I just don't get it. and i'm sure may mga COOL adults out there..syempre no.1 dyan parents ko :) anyways, just saying ~~sometimes~~ most of the time, people confuse themselves about what they think they know with what they think they know they know..sometimes we all think that we're mature when the truth is we are really not. i've come to realize that no matter how old one gets, one will never be completely mature until one comprehends that he/she isn't mature and humbles himself/herself to be aware of that. Too much to handle? i know..this may take awhile to absorb but feel free to read it again tho :p

it doesn't matter how much you experience in life..eye-openers doesn't come by someone nagging and telling you what to do and what not to do..rather, revelations often comes from self-realization. just pray and ask for wisdom. no matter how much they scold you, nothing would really touch you the way God touches you through your <3

:)

okay, enough.

i can go on but i think i've made my point here. today wasn't one of my bestest days, it's more like one of the worst day..i'm sick kasi :( and i'm here in the ofc working..but because of the pick-and-read-my-old-blog-post-365-days-ago thingy.. it turned out to be a day of fruitful ~~ranting~~ thinking and mature introspect.

thank you blogger app! you're still not perfect tho.. hope you add the "add/remove link" soon, but thanks anyways!

ta-ta for now blogger world! my friend is about to kill me now because i am not paying attention to what he's saying. nyaha!

Good night :)

A Peace of [Cake]

2011-10-31T21:27:00.011+08:00

Fruit Paradise Cafe, Vivo City

I AM A CREATURE WHO LOVES TO EAT; a non-stop-and-obviously-no-battery-operated-eating-machine. It's a major reason why I love food slash foodstuff slash cooking.. I love everything related to food because more than nutrition, aroma, taste, the presentation.. Food for me [believe it or not] is much more than just calories..it is a pleasure of life. It can raise my spirit. It can astonish me. It can amaze me. It can literally make my jaw drop - okay, exaggeration.. but yea HAHA!- THUS, it can also frustrate and disappoint me - it happens to me quite often here as well in Singapore AND we shall not focus on that..

For reasons I dunno, I've been craving for cakes for two weeks now - DOWNFALL: cravings equals indulgence to me - but guys, I'm not a cake-lover ha. Cakes for me is just a so-so-food. I mean since I'm a non-stop-and-obviously-no-battery-operated-eating-machine and I love food, I eat it [the cake]. In fact, I'm totally contented with Goldilocks' mocha cake - the default birthday cake in Pinas. :))

In justice to all the cakes in the world naman.. I realized few things about them.

I love the fact that :
.. it delights me to witness the gluttonous look that comes into people's eyes when they see a luscious [cake].
.. [cakes] are special not only because of their awe-inspiring taste but they look perfect in pictures too.
.. people take advantage of them [cakes] as a pick-me-up when someone's upset.
.. people celebrate with them [cakes].
.. [cakes] are now the Universal Pasalubong for kids with sumpong :)
.. a [cake] could mean anything like "congrats","i'm happy being with you", "i have a crush on you", " i miss you", "i like you", " i love you", "i'm sorry" meaning with more cakes less war and the humanity could live a more peaceful life.

SO, Let there be PEACE on EARTH and let it begin with a piece of CAKE!

Have a peaceful life everyone and...
DON'T GET FAT!

What is the recommended treatment for strained vocal chords?

2011-10-30T01:13:00.002+08:00

Happy Pictures! :)


and for the finale.."My-Convex-Mirror-Thingy" :D

"There,There"..Hender

2011-10-29T10:17:00.003+08:00

Goodbyes are Hard!

I know the feeling men. It's just quite hard to say goodbye to something that you've been holding dear. BUT, Life's a beautiful struggle ;) You'll be okay.

I'll see you really soon, friend! :)

A Bouquet of Roses :)

2011-10-28T19:24:00.013+08:00

Caught in the half-life, I'm caught alone
Waking up to the sunrise and the radio
Feels like I'm tired of, what's holding me?
Just praying today will be the day I go free

* **

TIRED TIRED TIRED! just crazy tired every single day :(
Good thing my programs are running now and I'm home early. :)

NONETHELESS, There's always a reason to be thankful each and everyday right? RIGHT! No matter how horrible it was for most of my recent days, I'm still thankful for so many things. Even the little things like corns, crickets, clouds, cakes, songs, the stars, my job, the moon, rain drops, movies, holidays, my boss, opportunities, lunch breaks.. I can't list them all here..it's endless eh, really.
It's been tormenting, heart-breaking, frustrating - to say the least - that work's consuming my energy. Buti nalang.. along the thorns the roses sprang up to save my day, to give me hope and future to look forward to..

Here's a few ;)

Boy Bawang :)

KL tour with friends

Blogger App! :D

Food trip!

Movies.. :)

Another year, a cake and a bouquet of flowers for real! :)
- these literally saved my day last October 18..
when I was at the office working late,
yah! on my birthday :(

more food trips :) :) :)

and lastly, some PEOPLE :)

For those who've been part of my bouquet.. Thank you for bringing balance to my "chaotic" life.

You know who you are - if you're reading this entry, most definitely you are one of my roses ;)

* * *

Waaaaaaaaah!

relax, i'm just practicing my scream for tomorrow, ehe! ;)

* * *

I want to live like there's no tomorrow

I want to dance like no one's around

I want to sing like nobody's listening

Before I lay my body down

I want to give like I have plenty

I want to love like I'm not afraid

I want to be the human I was meant to be

I want to be the way I was made

* * *

Words can't express the magnitude of happiness i feel and I owe it all to my Creator.

Glory to the King! Have a blessed weekend everyone..and oh,

Get a LIFE! :D

why can't we stretch holidays? :(

2011-10-26T20:23:00.007+08:00

How much is that dogie in the window? *wink*

So far it's been an unproductive freakin' holiday. I tried to edit some pictures tho, but I only end up staring at them. -huh?- Heck! why? you can't blame me.. hehe..

Seriously, I'm sick kasi..headache's killing me and my left arm is dying. I dunno why, I can only feel nothing.

Anyhows, Thank God for Holidays.
Now that this day is almost over..I feel sad. - Another hectic day at work nanaman tomorrow - Crazy it may sound but you know what? I'm trying to stretch the day a little by listening to my favorite disney songs.

Reflection - Mulan
A Whole New World - Aladdin
Part Of Your World - Little Mermaid
Beauty and the Beast - Beauty and the Beast
Bibidibopediboo - Cinderella
HI-HO - Snow White

Sleeping Beauty?
ZZZZ.

Oh time, please stop. i said stop. STOP!
uhuu!

Let's do a recap.. (Part II)

2011-10-24T14:26:00.003+08:00

Chinese Garden

Singapore has plenty of green space. Gardens that can be explored over an entire morning. Chinese Garden is just one of the excellent relief from the assaults of city life. This place is said to be a collection of theme gardens in the style of the Summer place Beijing. At the heart of the garden, you can see these lovely twin pagodas that naturally gives a perfect view of the lake. I wish I have a sunset shot of this, hmm.. maybe next time. Unfortunately, I was not able to take good pictures because of a dilemma.. too much light. ARG.

More pictures here : Chinese Garden

Singapore Zoo

Alright! the Zoo. Nyaha.. Popular attractions include the Elephants of Asia exhibits; reminiscent of the hills of Burma; Australia Chuva ( I forgot na haha!) and the Fragile Forest. (hrmm..yun na ba lahat?) Anyways, it showcases various of rainforest ecosystems. It also has the world's largest captive orangutan colony. (yah, tell me about it- so huge and it was so iskeyri!). Okay, back to the zoo; open-air, natural enclosures, captive breeding of endangered species and lastly, attractive landscaping.. KUDOS! :)

More Animals este Pictures here: S ingapore Zoo

Watch out for Night Safari Pictures ha.. ;)

Let's do a recap.. (Part I)

2011-10-22T10:12:00.003+08:00

So, you're probably wond'ring where I've been recently..right? RIGHT!

I'm kinda bored and since I'm just waiting for some friends here, - Esplanade Station- why not do a recap to kill time.

* * *

Singapore is indeed a cute and unique city. Tho, it's a tiny country, it can boast a huge attractions and achievements. Tourists are attacted not only because of the city's wealth but because of its multi-racial people who shares and celebrates a multitude of cultures and traditions. I should know.. I have witnessed it last August 9, during The Singapore National Day. (why so formal? HA HA!)

Singapore National Day 2011

The parade, which marks the anniversary of the nation's independence in 1965 was held at the Marina Bay Floating Stadium. There were pomp parade (yun ba tawag don?),choral, street and cheer dance competitions..etc. The whole day celebration culminates in a stunning fireworks display. So where are the fireworks pictures? Don't ask.

More pictures here: SG National Day 2011

Sentosa Chillin'

Hmmm..not much to say. Why? Pinas pa din :p Anyway, Siloso Beach in Sentosa Island is the ~~only~~ best place to chill, if you're a beach bum. Watch the sunset here while sitting on the white-sand, lah!

More Sentosa pictures: Sentosa Chillin'

Singapore Flyer

One word: "unobstructed-bird's-eye-view-of-Singapore-Indonesia-and-Malaysia-Experience". Ha Ha!
More pictures here : Singapore Flyer

Okay, I'm busy..

~~I SHALL RETURN.~~ TBC..folks!

Oh you poor thing..

2011-10-21T13:11:00.000+08:00

Next time, think before you speak ha? :P

Random cracks at 3am

2011-10-20T03:20:00.016+08:00

Let's ~~talk about~~ list down some of the recent happenings.. :D
Travels - Check!
Photowalks - Check!
Food Trips - Check!
Birthday - ;) Chhh-check?
OT - Check..Check..check! checkkkk!!!! *looping* GAH!

Alright, I don't need the "attitude".. besides, Life's not bad naman -Thank God!- Tiring.. but atleast I have a job and my brain is not rotting that much. In fact, it keeps workin' and workin' and workin' even when I sleep..- reason why I'm still awake - like my technical knowledge goes BOOM! through the roof. so, yey?! I dunno. Yes, I can't sleep because of work. errr. and because of that, my pimples are non-tirelessly invading my face. BLAH! so, pimples.. BEGONE!

And now I think I'm ranting..
Inhale.
Exhale.

Let's look on the bright side. Good Job. Good Pay. Right? RIGHT!

Oh God, I can't sleep.
And I'm hungry.
I miss janel.
I miss shopping.
I need new clothes. ha?

Floral Dress. - MANGO

Floral Blouse - MANGO

Starry Starry Blouse - ZARA

Cowboy hat, please? Na-ah. - ZARA

Okay, love the pants ;)

Who needs shopping? HA HA!
Anyhows, Did I mention? I really can't stop thinking about work and I can't wait for it -the UOBT project - to end. Pfft.
oh! if you are a student, READ: Good school grades doesn't guarantee a bright future. Yes, it could help but it's NOT the only ticket. All the preparation in the world would never be sufficient. Life's good, enjoy it. Oh well, good luck to EVERYONE nalang.
In this life, tatlo lang naman.."be awesome", "just average" or "boring". Pick one! ;)

Gonna sleep now..
So, there you have it. random CRACKS!
I shall shutdown my brain now and sleep.

Hasta..La Vista..Don't miss me too much.. ;)

Cheers to this freakin' Thursday!

2011-10-13T11:10:00.001+08:00

..I'll drink to that. yea-hiyeah!

just kidding :P

Time check 10:58..*ching!* time for a ~~coffee break~~ Blog break :p

Lame post alert!. I'm in the middle of the most darkest days and suckiest situations here in the office - it's funny how I still manage to blog. Nyaha!
Keywords: dealing, with, addiction.
anyhows,
I have got to finish all of these tasks today :(

No worries guys.. I'm handling it well naman, look I just solved the SIT issue :D

Did I mention that my boss is out of the country?
I know..right. How lunatic is this?

Break Free

2011-10-12T22:45:00.000+08:00

It's about time to post a non-secular entry. So.. :)

***
Would you believe me would you listen if i told you that
There is a love that makes a way, it'll never hold you back

So wont you break wont you break free
Get up and dance in His love
So wont you break wont you break free
Get up and dance in His love

* * *

Okay, lately has been great. I just had a wake up call. Hmm..I don't think I need to elaborate it ~~besides, the details slash person involved is really not important~~ Skip that. Let's focus on the lesson. :D Now, there's so many person that I appreciate. Read this: they really mean the most in my life. By just thinking of them makes me smile from ear to ear like a fool madly in love. Ah-hahaha!
Although, I regret knowing some people :/ it's part of life eh. Kinda weird but, yea! I'm not even bothered to care about that/them/he/she/it. -I really don't know anymore haha!- it's time to get rid of the "extra baggage". ;)

Here's a thought I came up while sitting on the bus earlier this morning:

"God cares about my moral fiber more than my ease."

He is just trying to teach me something here and I believe this time, He Has. ( Ha Ha!)

It's always great to know that He's working miracles and wonders in my life. His love is never ending..

***

There's no escaping the truth
There's no mistaking it's You
God forever we'll
Get up and dance,
Get up and dance
And praise You!

* * *

I'm being drowned in His love.
Such a beautiful feeling :D

When everything starts to fall into place..

2011-10-01T23:31:00.000+08:00

..I feel so ~~grateful~~ ~~lucky~~ blessed.
It's always comforting to have friends to confide in, to laugh with, to show you that happiness does not only come from one thing/one person but from God, from family and from people all around you.

I have found exceeding joy :)

Unimportant Things to Ponder:

2011-09-29T23:29:00.000+08:00

1. I am the epitome of perseverance.
2. I only have one direction - STRAIGHT.
3. Best of all, Wag na kasing CLUMSY.

*toinks*

Oooops. I did it again.
HA HA!

I Promise..

2011-09-19T23:20:00.000+08:00

to update this blog soon..

So help me..BLOG! :))

Happy Birthday Daddy-oh.

2011-09-15T23:17:00.000+08:00

I love you! :*

Ice Breaker

2011-09-13T23:07:00.004+08:00

Just finished coding.

Oh Dear Stress..shoo!

Anyhows,
Hope this will brighten everyone's day!
----

A Teacher gave a punishment to a student and asked him to write

"I Will Not Throw Paper Airplanes in the Class" 500 times on the black board.

And the student wrote:

Waha! C Language. The 3rd programming language I learned :D

Please read my old blogs. Ha Ha..
they are more worth reading :D

We all have secrets..

2011-09-11T22:51:00.003+08:00

I tell you one of mine.. yes, for free!

I have a daughter :|

I wish! :P

The most important thing I have learned on how to babysit janel is to keep her entertained and engaged. I should know ;) when I was at her age.. I love to interact with everything and everyone around me - Bibba!- and most of all I also need to sleep A LOT or else goodluck sa baby sitter ko. They should be ready to respond to my changing moods throughout the day...- topakin ako! sobra...- So, ayun nga, I remember one day when I got home, I found baby janel crying..well, kasi kagigising lang kulang sa tulog in short may topak, no one could stop her from crying, so I get her even though I was so dead tired from a long travel. When we get to my room, I just gave her my psp and wathaaaaaaaaa! deadma na ko and that's how the story goes.. naglaro ng naglaro hangang sa makatulog.

That's the secret, just give them what they want.. in short simply tolerate them...sa case ni janel..ako lang nakakaalam kung paano siya patatahanin.

simply baby sit.

Home Sick to the MAX.

monday randomness :)

2011-08-22T18:31:00.023+08:00

weighing in.

hey ho!
not that it's earth-shaking but it has been sometime since i posted a proper blogentry in here. oh well, there've been no interesting thought i've had lately eh. same same. alright, just nod your head.

dealing with three bosses.

i've been busy with work - i mean real work ha - i'm doing two projects for thailand and malaysia simultaneously kasi.. (okay nasabi ko na ba 'to before?) same application - banking- different requirements and just recent, i was assigned to monitor the EOD production run everyday for singapore din. so tatlong tasks? hmm..not that i'm complaining, i just want to share :) - alright, excuses :D - but, imagine the pressure and looking on what i have accomplished so far..hrmm

i think it is time for me to extend the rotting hours from 42.5 to 50 hrs a week.

The war has began!
die workload, DIE.

looking on the brightside: exciting nga eh, i'm learning new stuff ;)
okay enough of the boring part.

perking up.

random facts about me..
1. i play the guitar
2. i record videos of me playing the guitar while singing
3. i don't post those videos :))
4. i was never an IT-inclined, ever!
5. i hate computers and i hate gadgets. :P

okay, again just nod your head and pretend you're listening.. :))
goooosh! i'm reallllly not looking forward for next weekend - SG IT show :D

amazing weekend.

before i forgot! i want to share how amazing weekend i just had.'will try to make this brief tho ( btw, i'm still in the ofc :p and using my f'in iphone to blog)

okay! friday- went to see a movie with friends.what movie if you ask? conan the barbarian. (wata disgusting movie, believe me! morbid eh). Then right after the movie, my boss called informing that one of the EOD job abended**. okay keywords: job run failed, on-call ako. lucky i was able to resolve it without goin' to the ofc. that's the benefit of being friendly. ;)

**abend : IT term for abnormal end, + ed kasi past tense. HA HA!

now, let's talk about saturday -went to USS , again with friends. shocks, we were able to experience "the revenge of the mummy" - whoo! such a beautiful feeling.. reason why i hate gravity and free fall and horror trains and mummies and darkness. Thank you very much! now, my body's aching

..but i really had fun tho :p

yah, a tradition with Convex Mirrors ;)

teaser.

now it's time for..Super.. SUPER..Ma.. Mario?!
i will not elaborate this one.haha!

flickr: next attraction

night safari
singapore streets
singapore zoo

life's good. apir!

k, back to work.

Dear 18-year-old-Jane,

2011-08-17T08:19:00.004+08:00

please don't eat fried chicken everyday.. you'll regret this someday.i know, you shouldn't regret anything that once made you satisfied. i mean you can indulge naman yourself once in a while by eating what you want just don't do this everyday. believe me, i should know..

so, take it easy..do something!

lovelots,
25-year-old-Jane

re: paper-on-a-bird's-leg thing

2011-08-15T14:46:00.011+08:00

kathleen ann inocencio,

'was laughing like crazy when i read your recent entry.anyways, i am very sorry for the trouble but i will not re-activate my fb. yes,i've been distressing these past few weeks because i haven't seen you online on skype/ym but still my answer is 'no'. not a chance. :) you know how computers pause when you open too many applications at the same time? that's how i feel now. another example: you know what will happen when you open a picture of cherry lou dela paz in the computer. it will crash. okay scratch that. back to the topic. if you get what i mean and are worried, don't be.i think i'm handling it well. let's talk about this online. ay! no need na pala.. by the way your idea about the paper-on-a-bird's-leg thing is great. but i have a better idea *ching!* why not use fire/smoke to communicate? cool, right?!

wait gimme a minute.

o yan, message sent! :p can you see it now? can you?can you?

alright, rest in peace kath.

p.s
f.u. too!
and i hope you're still wearin' your birthday suit. :)))

Kath,

2011-08-09T23:19:00.001+08:00

Kamusta kana? bakit hindi na kita nakikitang online sa ym o kahit sa skype? namimiss ko na ang pagtawag tawag mo saken sa gitna ng mga project meetings ko. Bakit hindi mo na ginagawa iyon? May trabaho kana ba? I'm so proud of you (ehe!).

Anyways, alam ko mababasa mo ito. At pag nabasa mo na, Call me..huh?

P.S.

why did they call bananas "bananas"? shouldn't they call it "funanas" coz it's fun and full of deliciousness? Isn't that the whole point of banana? That's why i eat a banana...rockenroll :P

lovey'all kath! (plural ka)

Jane

stretching..

2011-08-08T23:32:00.022+08:00

Hello readers,

I'm back! :) After all the weird prayers in the middle of the night and pendulum-ing moodswings lately. You know, sudden emotions popping out..one moment I'm happy, then sad then just crazy.

I don't know what I'm thinking.
I don't know what I'm feeling.
I don't know what I'm saying.

Scary huh? uhhmm-hmm. But I feel a lot lot lot BETTER now :) I also think I look relaxed and I sound fine. anyways, No more drama, ahmm..sorry ha 'coz most of the time I just wish I could write everything here, you know for future reference (hehe) which I think is quite insane, really. Anyways, I know sometimes it's annoying so I ~~will minimize it~~ try to minimize it.. - the drama - promise. waaah! alright, here I go again. Sorry, last. By the way, i'm still in hibernate mode and I'm loving it.

Back to life!

When was the last time I touched dina?:( corregidor pa yata. I don't know why. i just can't feel it. you know the urge? hehe. but guess what? I just watched a video and it gives me a reason to be inspired. what video? ahh just a collection of messages from my friends who made a huge difference in my life lang naman. sweet nila. and yes, Inspired na ako.

you wanna know what happens when I am inspired?

just stay tune okay?
tmr, we'll cover SG's 46th Birthday bash but tonight, I will just chill..here, sa House party!
*woot woot*

coming soon..

2011-08-08T20:02:00.011+08:00

a glimpse of australia :)

so much for drama..uh-huh!

2011-08-05T19:22:00.005+08:00

who says building stuff isn't cool and relaxing?! yah know what, i have created 8 objects just today.*hihi* i really love being involved in a huge project like this. not only i get the chance to see these '$$$$$$' everyday but it makes me feel happy by just thinking that what i am doing will someday make people live better. uh-huh..
nevertheless, doomsday is coming..more objects to create so, 'gotta use the time wisely ;)

anyways,

long weekend ahead!
don't you just love it when it happens? *apir*

happy weekend everyone!
rest in peace :D

thank you kath..

2011-08-04T16:38:00.001+08:00

http://kathinocencio.blogspot.com/

speechless :D

wadayatink

2011-08-03T12:09:00.004+08:00

i think i have to change my blogsite's title from " sit.shutup.write" to " drama online".wadaya think?!

forgive me guys but i'll be back soon. promise.

i hear the angel talkin' talkin' talkin'..now im a dead man walkin' walkin' walkin'..
i hear the angel talkin' talkin' talkin'..now im a dead man :D

afflicted

2011-08-03T11:57:00.002+08:00

Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am for Your Kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity

little by little the pain is subsiding.i've finally found the courage to move forward.i have to eh. but i must admit,i'm still struggling. there is a part of me saying not to move, but it won't stop me. my only prayer is for me to finally utter these words:

'i remember the pain but i can't remember how dreadful it feels.'
but i still can't, in time siguro..sana soon.

'got to teach myself to move muna and got to learn it by heart. if the body refuses then i will move the mind. if i can't move it then i have to start with the spirit. alright, that's the game plan. i hope i'm doing the right thing.i don't want to hurt anyone :/

i lift this to You.

sad truth..

2011-08-01T17:16:00.007+08:00

1. there have been so many torturous series of events happening to me recently that i cant even begin to elaborate.
2. i don't know if i can still handle it.
3. sometimes in life you have to make a tough decision and have to stick to it.
4. because of number 3; i can't complain.
4. i can go on and on until forever just to discuss this but i hate drama so, nevermind.
5. i think it's time for me to..

hibernate.

6. i think i just deactivated my facebook.
7. i can't see straight.
8. i can't count right, wth?!

don't worry, even if i feel so marginally stupid now..hmmm, 'will try to keep my sanity intact naman :) this too shall pass,right?
chao!!

API for people,please?

2011-07-25T15:37:00.013+08:00

in 30 years time i'm sure my grandchildren will ask me this question:

my grand child : lola, tellsomething about your life dati nung bata kapa :)
me : hey! 1. don't call me lola, not cool 2. gimme your laptop and 3. o ayan, read my blog!

:p

* * * *

hello guys, just a quickie post ;)

sometimes i just wish that we have this so-called API(application program interface) for people as well.

have you ever heard of the word 'verbal diarrhea'? this is what i always get when i try to prove something, a point perhaps. i don'tv know what's in me that i always find myself plunging into a cycle of chronic arguments or annoying discussion with someone who seems to misunderstand what i'm trying to say. like i keep talking and talking and talking, trying to illustrate a chicken to a person who thinks that i'm describing a monkey. darn, it's hard!

is it just me? or what? thank goodness to flowcharts and diagrams! because i'm so close to hitting someone knina (just kiddin' :p)

lesson:
once you detect that you are becoming a victim of this wasteful dilemma, just do this combo:
- stop.
- breathe.
- be wise.

listen first then think before you act.
you know yourself better than anyone else so you know what drives your action. people can do many things, thinking that the ego has nothing to do with it. so think first.

don't assume. Just ask.
hear them. then elaborate your point but try not to hurt 'the ego', so do this calmly.

and lastly, try to absorb this quote well:
"knowledge is knowing that a tomato is a fruit; wisdom is knowing not to put it into a fruit* salad"

if you are truthfully calm while expressing your thoughts then i believe the person would give his ears to you and might as well open the gates of his understanding. then you can rest your case.

ok, point taken. i rest this case too! :)

majulah everyone!

* * * *

isn't it amazing how many cool stories i can tell my grandchildren in the future? ;)

My new work place

2011-05-15T11:53:00.019+08:00

Good morning people!

So, it has been a while since the last time i blogged.. - lagi ko nalang sinasabi to noh? para kasi akong "palitaw" sa blogspot eh - anyways, been busy with SG stuff..you know from getting here to learning how to live slash survive here. Surprisingly, it's not hard in fact hmmm, I hate to say this but from a week long stay (so far).. I can say "Life is better here".. yes, you read it right. I'm not the maka-bayan type of person nor the other way around but I can't help but compare the orderliness of this country.. sighs, I feel pity for my country tuloy. We have all the resources, tourist spots, good culture, good people...i mean 'almost' all of the essentials to attract tourists but with the presentation? olats tayo eh. sayang lang. So, here's a message to our Government :

If you don't mind, could you please do your job? Is it really hard to pay attention on how to imply discipline and less on corruption?

Realizing this stuff really gets into my nerve sometimes. Arggh.

Inhale.

Exhale.

Okay, this entry is not about the Philippine Government.. this is actually about my new workplace so, here it is!

United Overseas Bank, Singapore

People, this is where I work now, yeap! as software engineer ofcors! New Environment, New application. From Telecommunications to Banking... So I see a lot of these $$$$$$ everyday! :)

Location:

My office is located in Alexandra Road somewhere in the East West side of Singapore. It is actually near Harbourfront where Vivo City is located. In short, I can go shopping anytime :D

Work Area:

My workstation is at the 16th floor, near the window, overlooking Sentosa and Harbourfront. I can barely see the cable cars from there :) When I got my camera, I'll surely post a picture here for you to see how beautiful the view is. Needless to say, the working environment in UOB and IBM is actually the same..ay oh! better pa nga e.. No time in and time outs; who needs to submit the ilc clocking every thursday?; no utilization, no security guards, everything is automated. so goodbye IBM-"it's better manual"-days and finally, unlimited drinks in the pantry!

People:

Most of the people from my team is Pinoy. OK, mababait na pinoy. I know..I'm so grateful. The first people I met here reminds me of the first people I met in IBM. Same pattern. My boss is a chinese. I can't understand his english (yet) because of the chinese-british-ish accent but I believe someday I will. I can adjust naman :) He is funny and loves to crack jokes. - pero i dont't understand sometimes because of the accent so, tumatawa nalang ako :))- That is the bonus! Relieved from all my expectations. All the negative stories from my friends regarding "working in Singapore" is not true. Well, I mean/ I guess it is not true in UOB. Thank you Lord!

Work Load:

I love banking! From all the applications I've handled before I guess this one is the best!
that's it. :) That's the story of Jane working in UOB :)

So long for now, need to finish the laundry.

ta-ta!

No.74: Visit Corregidor and explore the island, old buildings, tunnel and streets

2011-05-02T19:04:00.020+08:00

If you grew up in the philippines and studied in public school, you'd probably read something about or seen pictures of a place called Corregidor.

Location

Corregidor Island, locally called Isla ng Corregidor, is a lofty island located at the entrance of Manila Bay in southwestern part of Luzon Island in the Philippines. Due to this location, Corregidor was fortified (Fort Mills) with several coastal artillery and ammunition magazines to defend the entrance of Manila Bay and the City of Manila, from attacks by enemy warships in the event of war. Located 48 kilometres (30 mi) inland, Manila has been the largest city and the most important seaport in the Philippines for centuries—from the colonial rule of Spain, the United States, and Japan and after the establishment of the Republic of the Philippines in 1946.
Source: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Corregidor

Main attraction

The main attraction in Corregidor are the ruin barracks. During World War II, this place played an important role during the invasion and liberation of the Philippines from Japanese forces. Heavily bombarded in the latter part of the war, the ruins left on the island serves as a military memorial to several American, Filipino and Japanese soldiers who served or lost their lives on the island. Corregidor is one of the important historic and tourist site in then country.

We've learned a lot on the tour. Yep, like interesting facts about the island that are not yet published on textbooks were discussed to us by our tour guide.
sample:
This Island here..

is called by the locals "the untouched island". Why? No one is allowed to go here. Bombs that have been planted in this island during world war II are still undetonated. so, this island is off-limits.
Footnote: ..and that is according to our tourist guide :) aha?! right?

This one is the Officer's Quarter

Sorry, I don't have any information about this ruined building hehe..(I was not paying attention :P busy taking pictures). All I know is that there's a lot of ruined buildings in the Topside area. Ruined buildings like old movie theater, officer's club etc.
Speaking of the movie theater, behind that building is this..

I was alone when I took this picture (ehe) everyone is busy in the museum..out of curiosity, I went outside then noticed the tail of this mile long barracks. And when I realized that I was just alone, I run like a mad dog! Good thing, no creepy happened there. hahah!

This is the tail of the island, look..

I know..looks familiar right? tail and head hmm.. spe_m? haha!
This one is the malinta tunnel way back 1942..

and this is malinta tunnel now..

this spot here..

is the exact spot where Douglas McArthur uttered these words : "I shall return". So, did he? don't ask me..history is my least favorite subject way back then next to math.. :p

Before I forgot, during the tour we're all riding on a shuttle. The shuttle -according to the tourist guide is the exact replica of spanish era's old train. The whole island by the way is surrounded by rail roads, it was actually the primary means of transportation way back then. Nicey, right?

Battery Way

Mortars at Corregidor's Battery way can be rotated to fire in any direction. Coolness.

For more information about the island, please visit this site: http://www.philippineholidays.com.au/corregidor.htm

For more pictures visit my flickr : http://www.flickr.com/photos/janetajodloy/

Enjoy history! Enjoy Philippines!

Enjoy the root of awesomeness.

No.92: Try out a new Hairdo.

2011-05-01T17:59:00.003+08:00

a lousy post..

how about BOB? :)

when I was a little girl..

2011-04-29T17:26:00.001+08:00

I always wanted to be a doctor if not..a doctor's wife perhaps . I've already forgotten this dream until I met this doctor ____________..ehe! Will you marry me Doc?

*wink*

Before and After : my everyday working route

2011-04-26T11:44:00.003+08:00

Since May 2007:

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Few days from now:

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No.35: Get your body into optimum shape.

2011-04-25T11:29:00.028+08:00

yah! that's me in blue bikini @Panglao Beach, March 2011

photo link here >> http://www.flickr.com/photos/ralphsanpascual

from 120 to 104 pounds . :)
i wouldn't be able to achieve this without the ff:

- running atleast 5km everyday for 21 days straight..
- eating less than 1200 calories per day except cheat day :p
and lastly, you have no idea how much money I spent - for Fitness First's PT package - just to get this shape.

so..

you can't blame me if this will go to my journal.

Totally! No.35 on my checklist. you're done!

______________________________________________________________________

The successful person makes a habit of doing what the failing person doesn't like to do

- Thomas Edison

I want to run..huhu..

2011-04-22T07:47:00.003+08:00

Due to the stitches - actually 5 stitches to be exact - on my right cheek, I am not allowed to do any workouts e.g. weight lifting, running etc..But my body wants to..huhu..the result: I'm getting paranoid now, especially when half an inch was added to my waist line. :( I swear after this and before I leave I will run everyday!

I'm a 104 lbs. still, tho.

Paranoia?
ARGGH!

*wink*

Hey you! yes..you. :)

2011-04-21T22:01:00.005+08:00

Thank you for making me smile everyday. I really like being with you. I can't explain it but I enjoy every moment I talk to you about stuffs, chatting away about life or even just hanging out without doing anything.
Thank you, I wish I could tell you this in person but I think it is more easy for us and "better" to leave it unsaid.
Thank you for making me feel so pampered -I don't want to assume and think this way but every moment I'm with you..I feel so loved..seriously loved. I blame myself for feeling this and you know how i hate it! but you always captured my heart everytime you looked me straight in the eyes (corny..)
And now that I'm leaving (and i like to think that it's your fault) It's sad I know..but what can I do?! I will miss you tho.
I hope to see you in the future.
like snoopy, You'll always be in my heart FOREVER.
I will always think of you everyday.
Promise.

ok na.. :)

2011-04-20T12:54:00.002+08:00

Dear You:

2011-04-15T15:28:00.006+08:00

I would rather feel a tinge of regret than live a life full of bitterness. I bet you already know what this saying means "Don't burn bridges"..I don't know if I can still control my temper but I'm trying my best..i mean my very best to do so..If I can't burn any bridge right now..can I just burn you instead..argggh!what you did yesterday made me realize that I'm really on the right track. I can't wait to say these two words to you... (no, not the one starting with 'F')..

but this one:

good bye!

breaking up letter

2011-04-14T11:34:00.009+08:00

Dear Three-Letter-Word-Company:

It is with both regret and anticipation that I submit this letter of resignation. Yes, I am breaking up with you and this is irrevocable, effective on April 30, 2011.

This is not an easy decision and took a lot of consideration. However, It has been my genuine pleasure to work for you for four long years. I wish for your continued success in all your endeavors.

Thank you for allowing me to serve you!

By the way,

Happy 100th Birthday..

Good bye.

Sincerely and Free now,

Janey

here's my official watermark :)

2011-04-13T15:02:00.002+08:00

Created by Tony Santos

what do you think guys? I super love it. Thanks Tony Santos !

today's note!

2011-04-13T13:42:00.010+08:00

using Rollback (ROLLBACK)

Where allowed to run: All environments (*ALL)
Threadsafe: Yes

Languange: CL

The Rollback (ROLLBACK) command is used to restart the current transaction and reestablish the last commitment boundary as the current commitment boundary for the commitment definition associated with the program issuing the command.
When the ROLLBACK command is issued:

Changes made to database files and other commitment resources under commitment control for the commitment definition since the last commitment boundary was established are rolled back. Updates, additions, or deletions made to the database file's data since that commitment boundary are rolled back or removed, and the original entries are put back in the files. Records that were added to the files remain as deleted records. The files are repositioned to the last commitment boundary. Changes made to other commitment resources are rolled back as well.
All record locks held for files opened under commitment control for the commitment definition are released.
Locks on object level commitment control resources, acquired when the resources were created or changed during the transaction, are released.

More information on commitment control is in the "Commitment control" article is in the iSeries Information Center at http://www.ibm.com/eserver/iseries/infocenter.
There are no parameters for this command.

Examples

ROLLBACK

This command reestablishes the last commitment boundary (the point at which a Commit (COMMIT) command or Rollback (ROLLBACK) command was last issued) for the commitment definition associated with the program issuing the command.

Error messages

*ESCAPE Messages

CPF83D0: Commitment operation not allowed.
CPF835F: Commit or rollback operation failed.
CPF8350: Commitment definition not found.
CPF8359: Rollback operation failed.
CPF8367: Cannot perform commitment control operation.

*STATUS Messages

CPF83E6: Commitment control operation completed with resynchronization in progress.; * * *; RPG400 debug in batch procedure

Using the Green Screen debugger:

Submit your program to batch. The job MUST be held. You can either hold the job queue (HLDJOBQ) or hold the individual job (HLDJOB) or specify HOLD(*YES) on the SBMJOB command.
WRKSBMJOB/WRKUSRJOB/WRKACTJOB and find your submitted job. Note that the SBMJOB command gives you an informational message with the job name/number. What you need is the job name, user ID and job number - the fully qualified job name. Example: 123456/BUCK/MONTHEND
STRSRVJOB on the held batch job.
STRDBG on your program. Specify UPDPROD(*YES) if needed. You'll see the source listing if you compiled with DBGVIEW(*LIST) or *SOURCE.
Press F12 to exit - you cannot set a breakpoint yet.
Release the job so that it becomes STATUS(*ACTIVE).
You'll see a display asking if you want to debug or continue. Press F10 to debug.
DSPMODSRC to see the source listing again. Alternately, press F10 to step into the first instruction.
Now you can add your breakpoints.
Press F3 until you're back to the "debug or continue" display. Press Enter to run the program with your breakpoints set.
When you're done, do an ENDDBG and ENDSRVJOB.

source: http://wiki.midrange.com/index.php/Debugging_ILE_program_in_batch

all of a sudden, "i feel old"

2011-04-12T20:07:00.004+08:00

hays, seems yesterday when I was the recipient of this message. Now, I'm giving the honor of keeping all of the Church related pictures to the young(er) people..what the! that thought gives my brain a signal to realize that I am "old". freaky-ness. ~~I miss being young~~. hmmm..scratch that. good thing about being 25 is that: I am smarter, stronger, prettier :D healthier - FIT- and I know that I am always right! :D

Goodnight people!

BUSY day..yay!

2011-04-06T13:24:00.003+08:00

I think my college diploma is missing. pppfffft.
worrying is only a waste of time and energy...

huhu.

i'm iskeyrd na..

like a virgin (island)!

2011-04-05T01:22:00.014+08:00

Virgin Island in Bohol is just one of the cutest extra ordinary island you can see in the Philippines.

Me-ow! :)

What makes this island so unique- na-ah! i know what you're thinking.. but no, not because of the word 'virgin' - it is unique because it has a long curve stretch pathway-like which is actually white sand leading the tourist to the core of the land.. i so love it! It is called 'virgin island' because nobody lives there. okay?

The Island is just one of the several islands under the jurisdiction of Bohol Government. It's just 15 minutes away from Panglao. For me, this island is my favorite next is Balicasag. Perhaps you've heard about the Balicasag island where you can taste the best-freshest-seafoods ever! (especially the Blue marlin..tastes like chicken ooh). Oh wait! We had a great snorkeling experience in the island as well! :)

me again and the Virgin (island) HA HA!

Isn't it a perfect wedding venue? ha ha! I want to get marry in this island someday..

just kidding.

if you want to see more photos of our island happenings just click on the link below:

here >>>http://www.flickr.com/photos/ralphsanpascual

and here >>>http://www.flickr.com/photos/janetajodloy

...and I'm back again! (who says i need a face mask??)

2011-04-04T23:22:00.007+08:00

hehe.. from two days bed rest - we went to a historic place called 'Corregidor' for a photo walk. Now, I feel healthy more than ever :D

from right: me and khel

who says i need face mask?? hehe..

however, I'm still busy with Bohol pics so.. stay tune folks!

by the way, please pray for my stomach. Due to the frequent attack of acid reflux, I need to undergo gastroscopy and it is scheduled on monday :( I hope i don't have peptic ulcer :( :( :(

ta-ta for now!

mushy galore

2011-03-31T00:27:00.002+08:00

I wish I were the kind of person for whom romantic gestures were easy..but i'm not.For some reason, I've never been good at those kinds of things. But that doesn't mean that my love for is any less. I loot at you, and I see someone wonderful -- the only person I could ever imagine spending my life with. Still, I do wish I could take your breathe away and do all the sorts of things that would make you feel really special..because that's what you truly deserve. Wag na init ulo ha? - ralph

warming up

2011-03-30T02:20:00.017+08:00

dear readers,

i would like to apologize for not writing anything serious here nowadays. recently, was tough. good thing i was able to withstand all of it - you know! I got busy with tours, with work, ahmm some office conflict, emotional torture, psychological, physical work related and personal stuffs! but soon I promise, I'll write something worth reading :) , besides the main purpose of this blog is for me to practice my writing skills or about perhaps share something about my escapades or photography stuff but eventually it turned out to be more of a self-centric crapness. anyways, again I am very sorry. however, i think writing my outburst here is healthy..since, most of the time nobody understands me hehe..this blog serves as my crying shoulders for hmm four years now..anyways, before I start working i would like to exercise my brain first. got these questions from my friend's blog and it's quite interesting tho still it's selfish anyways, i don't care anymore.

Ten random facts about yourself.

1. i am a photo addict

2. i love mushroom soup but i don't eat the mushrooms :P

3. i graduated as valedictorian (grade school)

4. i can play the guitar

5. i am willing to wait until forever not to cross the street unless it's empty

6. i can't swim

7. i am allergic to advil (oops, now you know how to kill me)

8. i used to be a nerd

9. i can't drive anything even my own feet

10. i am not clumsy, it's just everything wants to kill me

Nine things you do every day.

1. sleep (yeah top one!)

2. take a bath (because cleanliness is next to hmmm...)

3. day dream

4. criticize

5. check facebook (looking for something interesting there)

6. stalk :D

7.complain

8. wondrin' if ______.

9. thinking of _____.

Eight things that annoy you.

1. runny nose

2. dysmenorrhea

3. untidy restrooms

4. no water

5. brown outs

6. no internet connection

7. no cellphone signal

8. famine

Seven fears / phobias.

1. fear of heights

2. fear of dogs

3. fear of losing my love ones

4. fear of being childless

5. fear of being alone forever (i mean husbandless ha)

6. fear of snakes (ok fine, anything that crawls)

7. flying ipis hehe!

Six songs that you’re addicted to.

1. national anthem (haha.)

2. what's the title of ariel's song? the little mermaid? "up where they walk..up where they run?"

3. even now ( when i feel like emo)

4. do-re-mi from sound of music

5. lonely goatherd

6. it-sy bit-sy spider :D

Five things you can’t live without.

1.laptop

2.internet

3.cellphone

4.electricity

5.water

Four memories you won’t forget.

1. first kiss

2. first ___

3. secret

4. again, another secret! wahahha!

Three words you can’t go a day without using.

1.weh?

2. love you

3. tae mo!

Two things you wish you could do

1. turn back time

2. hmmm.. i can't think of anything else but no. 1 :)

One person you can trust.

1.person? as in human? ok. ralph.

this is soooooo high school haha!

Ok! now i think i am ready to work..
have a nice day! i mean good night everyone. :)
by the way, i'm still sick :*(

arggh!

2011-03-29T05:08:00.003+08:00

*cough*

*cough!*

*blow*

huhu.. :'(

i'm sick :( the weird part is...I just got my flu shot! huh?!.

2011-03-29T03:21:00.003+08:00

No. 6: Go skinny dipping

2011-03-29T01:31:00.008+08:00

can i just count this as no. 6? hehe..i'm almost naked here..hehe!

eh this one?

hays..today is my monday and I don't feel like working :( but! I will not let this Monday Blues put me down. :D

how I dearly wish I was not here..and there're only two places to choose from either in my room or in SG for good! yah, it's for everyone's peace of mind.

"let there be peace on earth! and let it begin with me :)"

monday cracks

2011-03-28T19:53:00.017+08:00

sleep like a pig.
make bed.
read a book.
eat pop corn.
watch a movie.
eat cereal.
play with pets.
go to gym.
sauna.
meditate.
shower.
sauna again.
think.
wonder.
think again.
bathe.
work out.
run.
rest.
bathe again.
dress up.
wait.
dinner date.
love.
love.
love.
road trip.
love.
love.
more love.
go to work.

little by little this blog is turning self-centric haha.

by the way,

can't believe i wrote this >>> the word is forever

absorb! absorb! absorb!!
yeah baby.. :)

ice! ice baby!

2011-03-27T13:57:00.005+08:00

just finished a 10K run and it's feels sooooo good..ooooh!
weight check : it's 106 pounds and still WIP.. someone told me that my legs are still big :( i hate to hear that..so, i'm working on it. arggh!

* * *

btw, i'm craving for scramble :D what? it's just ice and pink sugar topped with powdered milk and some chocolate syrup?! i will not get fat so instantly..i guess? (and now, i'm talking to my self..) what? where am I? at the gym..sitting comfortably on a couch..accessing blogspot thru my phone with the help of what you so called wifi. loser it may sound but thanks to technology! i can express this random nonsense..and thanks to cyberworld as well, for listening..these two serves as my imaginary friends in times like this...atleast, i don't feel alone!

* * *

hey you, did I ever mention that i miss you? that i've been thinking about you the whole time?
uu :(

err.. not important!

I love you weekend!!

Ta-ta!

* * *
Bora..Bora..Bora.. I'll see you on MAY! :D

yes, good bye..

2011-03-25T20:08:00.006+08:00

gone! deletion completed :)

Boxing tmr!!!! i need an outlet.

No.2: Go dolphin watching

2011-03-25T13:25:00.009+08:00

Actually, what I really want to do is to swim with them. Infact, I've been rehearsing it in my mind over and over but since I don't know how to swim,ehe! it's really impossible- perhaps in Manila Ocean Park, if they'll allow people to swim in their giant aquariums hehe..so, here it is..

unfortunately, we did't able to take a good picture :( - the dolphins were so "mailap".. so stupid not to realize that we can take videos instead :P to capture the moment.
But anyways, we had so much FUN chasing, searching, watching then ctrl+shft+repeat ah-ha!.. I can still recall every single moment of it. :) i miss the dolphins.. Thank you Lord for the dolphins, they are super dooper so adorable.
READ: the experience is priceless. it was really worth the wait.

after the activity, we went straight to Balicasag Island to snorkel, eat lunch and opcors to... *charan* picture-picture! :D

me and ralph with our babies :)

me and ralph again for the last time..with our babies :))

I was using nikkor 18-200 mm while ralph use the nikkor 10-20mm..
we really love our D90 babies! :)

more island pictures here >>> http://www.flickr.com/photos/janetajodloy/

and here >>> http://www.flickr.com/photos/ralphsanpascual/

and guys..wait! If you're planning to go to bohol, do not forget to add this activity to your list!

I swear, you'll miss half of your life if you don't *wink*

enjoy!

No. 3: Conquer the FEAR of Heights :D

2011-03-24T14:13:00.008+08:00

alright! a great experience but I must admit: I got scared especially when I saw this..

End-To-End

I ask myself.."should I? can I? can I just back out?? hehehe.."

I just can't imagine myself hanging there?! and I don't think I can make it up to the other end of the rope without passing out. HA HA! exaggeration. :P By the way, Zip-line in tagaytay is no match compared to E.A.T. danao.. I really have to say this, Bohol Tour is not complete if you will not try SuiSlide! Believe me..

Anyways, to make the long story short..

Oh my Geessss! I actually did it! hehe..

It feels great! and besides if I did not even try.. I will not be able to see this...

and this..

Now, I know how a bird feels when up there.. flying. I enjoyed it, wooho!
Such a beautiful feeling :D

I did it! I did it! I did it yeah!
perhaps next time I'll try the bungee..so No.3 on my check list..

CHECK!

if you want me to define what the word 'self torture' is..this song is perfect!

2011-03-23T13:50:00.019+08:00

Enter these words to Google : Even + Now + Lyrics then read the lyrics or if you want it hardcore download Nina's version! WATA!
.. and then all of a sudden, I wonder why I can't find anything to say. love the rhythm hate the lyrics..It's a SUPER-dooper-HARDCORE-so-depressing-song (for broken-hearted)!

you know i'm not in the mood for dramas..ehe! wake up! wake up!

so..I am switching the Playlist from 'Nina' to 'Green Day'

whooo!

btw, I super love these pictures ahihi..
shoot like a pro!

Photo by: Ronald Robles

and I'm back!

2011-03-22T15:55:00.003+08:00

hello readers!

guess what? It's officially summer!! ..my fav'rite season and I just started it with one of the top places on my list...

*drum rolls*

Bohol!

My four-day-vacation is so..bitin! actually, we already went there last 2009 and I tell you, I will never ever..never ever..as in never will be! never ever ever get tired of going there.. :( infact, right now i miss the place already...

anyhows, in that four-day-long-so-bitin-vacation I was able to complete hmm i guess more than 5 items from my 2011 checklist :). Yey! I'll tell you all about it tomorrow..for now, sha-lala!

Have a Great Summer everyone! mwah!

off to Bohol..ahihi..

2011-03-17T02:27:00.000+08:00

2 more days and we're off to Cebu-Bohol! nyipeee...

2011-03-14T18:38:00.002+08:00

sometimes..

2011-03-08T13:20:00.000+08:00

the best thing you can do on a hectic schedule is to stop and smell a rose.. :)

the sweetness of doing nothing..

2011-03-05T11:35:00.011+08:00

when i wake up this morning, the first thing that pops in my mind is this " i will spend the day in my bed with my laptop.. :)"

..because I will be busy for the next two weeks - i mean super BUSY - with the stuffs that I love - travel, spa sessions, go shopping for summer outfits and beach bumming- so I neeeeeeeeeeed to rest for a while.. But I can't hide the feeling of excitement..wooohoo!
I so love this season.

on the other side of the note,Actions that I want to turn into Habits.. (batch1) as of today is going well :)

speaking of summer, later before EOD, i might go to the gym to workout! (It has always been on my to do list naman..ehe)
guys, don't let the rain showers ruin your mind set, technically it's summer, so..

happy weekend everyone! cross your fingers and enjoy the season!

trip :)

2011-02-28T14:46:00.002+08:00

me and my guitar

it hurts..you know!

2011-02-27T14:18:00.002+08:00

been playing the guitar for few days now...(because of my long hiatus! here's the result)

and it's swelling..badly. uhuu..

coming soon..
VIDEO: me singing michelle branch's Everywhere! nyiheee..

alright! read mah lips..

2011-02-25T05:59:00.006+08:00

there..
is..
only..
ME..
in..
this..
World!!
got it?

SUPER NON SENSE POST
hooray! :D :D :D

today's feel good music..

2011-02-24T07:42:00.000+08:00

now playin'

I miss High School days.. :(

2011-02-22T05:26:00.006+08:00

i miss...
...wearing the Girl Scout uniform..
...attending flag ceremonies..
...being listed in the "noisy and standing" board..
...the cheerdance practice..
...cramming for exams..
... photojournalism class..
...the advanced physics oral recitation..
...the cleaning time with my co-cleaners..
...the checkered-shirt and the necktie
.....the recess..
...field demo practice at the oval and the costumes
...my classmates..
...the playtime before advanced classes..
...programming projects..
... my teachers..every one of them..even the terror ones..hehe..
our lives became so colorful because of them..each of our teacher had great intentions and that is to guide us..to share their knowledge to us..

i miss all..every single moment HS life..
the laughter..the heartaches..puppy loves..crushes..slam books..love letters..the challenges..the stress..the priceless sensation everytime we win a contest, the feeling of glam, fame..the applause of audience..hays.

i miss everything..

college is as much as special with these moments..but what made HS unique and memorable is the level of maturity..the youthfulness.. young hearts..young friendship.

you are only young once..therefore, you will only experience high school once.

HIGH SCHOOL rocks! \m/

Actions that I want to turn into Habits..

2011-02-17T01:55:00.003+08:00

1. I will not indulge in gossip - harmless or otherwise.
2. I will only eat total of 1,700 calories or less a day.
3. I will run atleast 3K a day for 21days

and these all SHALL start today..

"Great things are not done by impulse, but by a series of small things brought together"

-Vincent Van Gogh

Note to self:

2011-02-05T00:45:00.001+08:00

I will always (try) to focus on people's good point. :)

always remind yourself how awesome you are :)

2011-01-29T11:11:00.001+08:00

Why Every Women are Beautiful

by: anonymous (ehe..)

Her heart loves a roller coaster ride.
She cries. She laughs.
She falls in love.
Sometimes, cautiously.
Oftentimes, recklessly.
Her mind is on a constant marathon.
Running. Running away.
Changing pace.
Turning around.
But never stopping.
Her dreams keep on flying.
They may not reach the sky
but will never ever take a dive.
Her hands touch other people's lives.
Constantly.
As if that is the reason
for their being.
But most of all,
every woman is beautiful
because she is both steel and cotton candy
and everything in between.

May you all have a wonderful weekend readers!

i need to practice

2011-01-26T11:46:00.005+08:00

why?

because of a Special No. scheduled sometime next month.

Song: Desert Song
Vocals: Joyce, Rache
Guitars: Jane
Beatbox: Aubrey
Percussions: Ate Mariz
ATTIRE: All black

hays. PRESSURED.

anyhows, by doing so I'll be able to mark no.96 on my checklist - Play a musical instrument infront of audience...i mean REAL audience. :)

love with your heart and your head

2011-01-25T11:53:00.008+08:00

Love is patient, Love is Kind..
Love means slowly losing your mind..

remember that line from the movie 27 dresses?

Universal Truth No.1:
love can make us so stupid.. that we need to take an anti stupid pill to take off the edge?
but anti stupid pill ain't invented yet..

Universal Truth No.2:
love takes hostages. it can get inside you..
you don't want to wake up one morning and realize that your life isn't yours anymore...no, right?

so the next time you fall, love with your heart and your head

It's the universal REMEDY for the above universal TRUTH.

No. 7 : step out of my comfort zone

2011-01-24T16:10:00.007+08:00

since always, I'm not the type of person who spend lots of money for cellphones. I don't care if it is the most hightech, handy, the newest or coolest mobile handset on earth. I'd rather spend my money to other stuff e.g. laptop or camera or traveling around the world..but phone? na-ah.

Until one day, I fell in love with a phone..I don't know what happened..I just thought for the first time 'This is it. It's the perfect mobile phone for me". Love at first sight, I bought it right away the first time I saw it! and then as days goes by it became part of me and it indeed made my life so much easier..as if I have a pc on my palm..

okay..enough of the flashback.

Yesterday was my father's flight to South Africa. Yes, it is the time of the year again :( and until now, can't handle separation like this hays..(for those who don't know, my father is a seaman) at saka Daddy's girl eh..Anyways, while he was packing his things he mentioned that nowadays, all of their ships have wifi access, after hearing the information this thought came into my mind - like *ching!* and then a bulb lights at the side of my head - "it would be easier for us to communicate if he has a gadget or media to connect with it, but we don't have time to buy a new one..hmm. " Without any hesitation, I offered my laptop, but He refused due to airport security reasons so I offered the other one, my newest baby.."Ok how bout this? " pertaining to my cellphone...and then he said "are you sure?but you love it." and then I said "yes".

*end of story*

And now, it's me and an old cellphone again. I will not lie to you guys, I feel uncomfortable right now but I guess, I just need to adjust a little..re-learn how to live without the recent adjustments..without that little pc on my palm. I feel so sad but not because I gave up my cellphone but because my dad is again far away from us.. :( however, it also feels good too, knowing that I had stepped out from my comfort zone..it's a good deed indeed!

Sometimes or I'd rather say most of the time, you have to check on yourself, think and have to realize that material things is not really the most important things here on earth.

I miss my dad. Von voyage tay!

No. 22 : Ask for a raise

2011-01-20T11:52:00.002+08:00

In IBM, if you want a salary increase you have to do it the IBM way which is done during the so called "PBC cycle" every year. Last year everything turns positive. I never thought there will be an extension.

:)

Early this morning I have received a note from my manager informing me my rating. In my ecstatic, I emailed him right away:

Hi ,

I am very grateful for the rating that you have given me for this PBC cycle. Rest assured that I will do my best to maintain and even exceed the momentum I have shown last year. I would also like to thank you for helping me attained such achievement.

I am aiming for a higher rate for the next pbc cycle. Looking forward to discuss with you my career targets and goals for this year, 2011.

Thanks again!

Warm regards,
Jane

I guess this is it, No. 22 on my checklist..done!

the word is FOREVER.

2011-01-12T01:18:00.020+08:00

Is it still true nowadays? Isn't it just a word?
sounds like a dumb question, huh?
who could testify it's existence?
the one dwelling with it?
the fact that it comes with great pressure proves its existence. I think?
you don't want to hold the view that forever's literally only exist in movies or fairy tales? have not seen it? not yet?
not sure?
maybe it depends on how deep affection can develop between two individuals?

pressured.
not ready yet?
what will you do?
run?
flee?
until when?
you know deep inside that once you run, you'll be running for the rest of your life.

over thinking?
why do you have to think of uncertain things when ideal things are already infront of you?
c'mon, just claim it!

worried?
why do you have to take the risk and compromise for your fantasies? infatuation? silly obsessions?

the word definitely exist. infact, it is far more real than the lines on your palm. (oh well,that is just an expression)

But, the only plausible reason any one will think otherwise is if they are yet to experience the beauty, I dare say the absolute joy of loving somebody and being loved in return by the person in question.

fairy tales are for children.

think straight, you're not getting any younger.

accept the reality.

might as well re-learn the meaning of the two.

Fantasy and Reality.

you can only choose one.

Indeed, it can be painful at times, disappointments, unfulfilled dreams, expectations cut short and so on, but life itself is a risk and unfortunately if one ventures not, it automatically follows that one gains not.

Playing safe becomes exceedingly dangerous if one decides to pretend that love is simply a fragment of some weak people’s imagination.

When you love someone, you think of the person when you open your eyes in the morning, they're in your mind as you go to bed and the hours in between.

Do you think you are just waiting in vain?

One can go on and on but the only way to understand what FOREVER is and if it indeed exists is to experience it.

scratch that standards! you are no high-schooler any more.

sparks? sparks can cause fire.
you don't want to play with fires right?

Go for the real thing..

When you love someone, you'll love everything about them
even their imperfections.

Loving someone is putting their needs and comfort first,

never seeking to hurt them.

Loving someone is feeling complete,

regardless of whatever situation you might find yourself in.

if you think you can relate with what i'm saying..

just relax.

everything will be just fine.

breathe.

everything is perfect.

one day you will experience the word and if you are about to do so..

JUST..

don't screw it.

okay?

and I'm back!

2011-01-10T16:22:00.006+08:00

temporarily, but yes! my long vacation's not yet over
so far, i'm enjoying it..

i mean I'M ENJOYING IT!

the workout session,

the spa,
steam bath,
sauna,

food trip,

movie marathon,

playtime with janel,

playtime with my pets,
datey with ralph,

reading blogs,

reading books,
reading non sense stuff,
reading cool stuff,
reading highly intellectual stuff, (oooh!)

sound trip,

night out! nightout! more nightouts!

speaking of which, what had happened last saturday will probably go to my journal..

post holiday party-party!

Holidays not yet over for us :)
last weekend, we had a supposedly-masquerade party to celebrate years of friendship
i don't know what happened, all I know is that we had FUN.
overall it was an awesome night, the videoke trip was the most hilarious, intense and the easiest way to earn funds for future night outs!

don't ask why, can't post here the details
Clue: it's an action that requires us all to do it.
whahaha!

2011 started on a good note - loads of food, partying and friends, without me getting drunk at all (: Here's to a clean and sober 2011!!

till my next post guys...

workout session later and I still got a party to plan.

toodles!

Bridesmaid-for-hire

2011-01-04T15:47:00.011+08:00

hire a bridesmaid who you could 100% rely on to make sure everything went smoothy on your wedding day as well as taking care of you, everything you need and looking perfect for your wedding day..

just contact NOT ME but Cherry Lou dela Paz 09153764625!

she will lead you to your greatest nightmare! hehe..

best friends forever!

BJ in the morning will keep you on going!

cheers to good days!

2011-01-03T19:17:00.002+08:00

New Year's Resolution : 2011

2010-12-30T00:05:00.001+08:00

NO MORE new year's RESOLUTION...

i'll live each day as if it's my last! ehe.

see...matured.

*wink*

Before this day ends..

2010-12-26T00:40:00.003+08:00

Hmm..

From 730 to 930 to 11..

From house to megamall to glorietta..

I'd spent the whole day with my family..

Now? I'm with ralph here in CBTL :)
spending the last christmas hour together..

I feel bloated!
With food and with love..

For the last time,

MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone!

Fah lala lala lala..lah..lah..

my christmas errand

2010-12-25T03:07:00.009+08:00

unwinding @boracay

someday, em gonna spend christmas there ^^ with my family of course.

hmm..on the other hand, i don't think it's a good idea,

it's not advisable to go to bora during this month nga pala..

ok! scratch that.
there..

hmm.. can't sleep..i'm going back to the kitchen.

dinner for breakfast! sweet.

hey kids,

don't forget to hug your fathers..

ta-ta!

point of plateau

2010-12-24T00:00:00.003+08:00

i don't feel like doing anything today..
woke up at 6pm and went to the gym just to take a bath.[cancelled my PT sessions ehe :D]

now i'm in the office and i decided to do what i always wanted to do and that is not to do anything at all..

haha!

hmmm..

scratch.

this calls for a movie marathon.

wanna watch stupid films..

and to start with.. hmm..

*drum rolls*

Jackass- The Lost Tape.

Apir!

happy holidays everyone! enjoy your time with your family.

hugs!

toodles..

i mean toodles!!!!

say what?!

2010-12-23T04:03:00.005+08:00

60% of all human conversation is non-verbal body language
30% is your tone

so that means..

90% of what you're saying ain't comin' out of your mouth..

get it?

today's errand

2010-12-22T06:16:00.005+08:00

gonna upgrade to Nikon D7000 soon. *wink*

from left: blue, me ;)
"oyeah come to mama!"

wondering wander..

2010-12-21T03:40:00.008+08:00

Life would be so much easier if we are handed with a magical eraser.If we could be granted to use it the way magic wands work in fairy tales..which makes me wonder:

WHAT IF i have that power, what part of my life would I change?

hmm..there are countless things I did in my life that I would have done differently IF ONLY I could turn back time.

if you'll ask me when would it be?

November 30, 2003 - back slided for the first time.

why?
my life could have been ~~better~~ hmm..straight(er) if i stayed. i guess.

im not sure.

just wondering...
just curious..
what if..what if..what if.

Déjà vu

2010-12-09T15:58:00.002+08:00

Dear Back,

Please don't ache today. Just,not now.
My cerebral cortex is already aching and we must call a halt to this wallowing behaviour.

By Copy to: arm and leg muscles, cartilages, nerves,
Appreciate your compliance. Thanks!

Love,
Jane

metanoia

2010-12-08T12:28:00.008+08:00

Truth hurts.
It always gives us nearly sorrow to chance to know something we are not supposed to know.

Sometimes it takes years but eventually you will find out that the greatest hindrance to His blessing is not anyone else or any other thing.

It is our instinct to point fingers when everything falls down.

we are human

and it is our nature.

How much time do you need to realize that it is YOU?
it was you all along

..your ambitions

..your choices

..your will

and the list go on.

What if you focus less on yourself?

Can you give up your stubborn pride?

What if it is the best way to live?

What if it is the only way to live?

When nothing else works,

you can always choose to dwell from frustration

Or deal with hopelessness

Or the worst, self destruction

Or just choose to move on.

No matter how you carry yourself the fact remains because it is the truth and it won’t be changed.

Take your hands off the steering wheel.

If you want HIM to do his greatest work in you, You have to begin with this.

why i love snoopy?

2010-12-03T12:01:00.001+08:00


the picture is self explanatory..

hahahah!

Lessons from the board

2010-12-02T00:11:00.074+08:00

what happens if you put everything in your hands?

imagine this:

pawns will be lined up in the front row..
the bishops, knights, rooks

the king and queen at the back.

and when, it's your turn to move...

then you contemplate.

What tactic would you do in this instance?

Do you think you are geared up?

What are the probabilities in those 64 squares?

you know that one wrong move and it’s over.

Are you willing to take the risk?

then you executed your move..

From a moment of agony there is an intense sensation inside you.

Checkmate!

You have been defeated.

In life:

what happens if you put everything in your hands?

Man can not deal with difficulty single-handedly.

you may have your team of course to back you up.

the pawns lined up in the front row.

but what or I'd rather say who are your pawns then?

and the bishops, knights and rooks..

Who do you consider your bishops, knights and rooks?

And lastly, the king and queen.

The one that you know capable to hop in every square problem you encounter everyday.

Certainly, You have to wear your full battle gear.

But even if you think you have your whole army to protect you from this world’s catastrophe,

In no doubt, you still have to take a risk in every single decision you would make.

Re-learning your movements and tactics is not enough. In every decision you gotta think hard.

I mean really really hard.

Or else, you don’t wanna to hear satan say these words:

”Ooooops..Checkmate!”

Contemplate again.

One wrong move, it’s over.

One wrong move, you might be defeated.

Will you be confident if it is NOT a “sure win”?

Ironic. But, it’s a tongue in cheek to say that in order to have this fight a sure win is to “surrender”.

Yes, SURRENDER.

This one word can make your life less complicated.

No, not to your enemy.

call unto me and i will answer thee and will shew thee great and mighty things that thou knowest not

jeremiah 33:3

If you think you are defeated, then give it all to Him.

Do not move.

Freeze right where you are.

You need not to do anything.

In the middle of everything you've got to lose and give it all to the Lord.

Never retaliate yourself instead surrender it to God,
for it is written, “Vengeance is mine, I will repay, says the Lord.”

Lesson from the board: There are lots of things in this world that is beyond our control.

So,what happens if you put everything in your hands?

No more strategies.
No more tactics.
No more special moves to put to death.

You know what to do!

sit. shut up. write.

No Stir. No Bull : stuffs that I've been wanting to get off my chest.

My Bundle of joy :)

Singapore Zoo

Freakin' holiday is over..

Reflection 2011 :D

Sneak peek..

Blarg.

what an incredible promise! :)

Workrant..No more.

Dear Work,

a little bit of introspection

A Peace of [Cake]

What is the recommended treatment for strained vocal chords?

"There,There"..Hender

A Bouquet of Roses :)

why can't we stretch holidays? :(

Let's do a recap.. (Part II)

Let's do a recap.. (Part I)

Oh you poor thing..

Random cracks at 3am

Cheers to this freakin' Thursday!

Break Free

When everything starts to fall into place..

Unimportant Things to Ponder:

I Promise..

Happy Birthday Daddy-oh.

Ice Breaker

We all have secrets..

monday randomness :)

Dear 18-year-old-Jane,

re: paper-on-a-bird's-leg thing

Kath,

stretching..

coming soon..

so much for drama..uh-huh!

thank you kath..

wadayatink

afflicted

sad truth..

API for people,please?

My new work place

No.74: Visit Corregidor and explore the island, old buildings, tunnel and streets

No.92: Try out a new Hairdo.

when I was a little girl..

Before and After : my everyday working route

No.35: Get your body into optimum shape.

I want to run..huhu..

Hey you! yes..you. :)

ok na.. :)

Dear You:

breaking up letter

here's my official watermark :)

today's note!

using Rollback (ROLLBACK)

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Examples

Error messages

all of a sudden, "i feel old"

BUSY day..yay!

like a virgin (island)!

...and I'm back again! (who says i need a face mask??)

mushy galore

warming up

arggh!

i'm sick :( the weird part is...I just got my flu shot! huh?!.

No. 6: Go skinny dipping

monday cracks

ice! ice baby!

yes, good bye..

No.2: Go dolphin watching

No. 3: Conquer the FEAR of Heights :D

if you want me to define what the word 'self torture' is..this song is perfect!

and I'm back!

off to Bohol..ahihi..

2 more days and we're off to Cebu-Bohol! nyipeee...

sometimes..

the sweetness of doing nothing..

trip :)

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